Temporarily Derailed But Back!
Some of you may be wondering where I've been. Well, here's the story. Shortly after the new year I found a very tiny lump in what I consider to be my chest, so I made an appointment with my primary care doc. He scheduled a mammogram at a suburban hospital, and off I went about a week later. Well, the lump was too high to fit on a mammogram, 3D or otherwise, so I had an ultrasound, and there it was, looking mildly suspicious. So two days later I had a needle biopsy with ultrasound. I was expecting a benign outcome, and I was pretty shocked when, two days later, I heard that I had breast cancer and needed a lumpectomy and radiation - chemotherapy was not ruled out.
I didn't really like the manner in which the news and prognosis was delivered at that hospital, so I checked with my niece who is in the medical field, and she recommended Dr. Wertheimer at Beth Israel Deaconess in Boston. At this hospital, they were supportive and careful in delivering information, and they didn't jump ahead into unknown territory to make guesses as to what I might need. I liked my new doctor a lot, and after many tests, had surgery February 10th. I went home right after surgery and was up and about a couple of days later. I was lucky - all the margins and nodes were clear, but I did need radiation.
Five day a week radiation, (which I opted for locally, at MGH in the next town), began March 23rd, and, as of today, I have 13 more days to go. It's been stressful, but a week and a half after surgery my husband and I went to Culebra (also thanks to my niece who has a lovely house there) and spent a week in the sun and ocean - the ocean there is like blue silk with a softness and clarity that was the best medicine for me. And the ocean is the most perfect temperature. We hiked and swam and met some great people - we slowed our pace and didn't think about cancer.
Getting back and gearing up emotionally for radiation was somewhat of a shock, but home is always comfy too. I'm not working and don't have children counting on me for daily needs. Had this happened twenty years ago it would have been so very hard. Even now, at age 69, I had my moments and still find my emotions are always pretty close to the surface - I even teared up watching "Girls" recently. But, overall, with the supports I have, it's not been too bad. After radiation I have to make a decision about whether or not to take estrogen blocking hormones. I'll cross that bridge when I come to it, but if any of you have experience with them, I'd love to hear.
I've still been cooking, although my daughter, Sara, was in town until about a week after surgery, and she cooked a lot of delicious vegetarian food for us. It was great being nurtured when I really needed it.
But now it's back to my blog, with an additional reason to eat healthful food. There is a restaurant in Salem MA called Life Alive, and this recipe was inspired by their veggie plates. It's an easy recipe that will make you feel great:
The Veggie Bowl - serves 3-4
Ingredients for veggies:
8-10 kale
leaves, stemmed and chopped small
1/2 c
broccoli chopped small
2-3
carrots, chopped small
beets, optional
any other veggies of your choice and/or small cubes of uncooked tofu
1/4 c
almonds, roughly chopped, optional
garlic, optional
1 avocado, cut into small bite-sized pieces
1 cup brown rice, cooked
Directions:
First cook brown rice according to package directions. While it's cooking, prep the veggies
and make this sauce:
Ginger Nama Soyu Sauce
2 garlic cloves, chopped
2 inches of fresh peeled
ginger, chopped
1 tablespoon of Tamari
Sauce ( Soy Sauce without gluten and it's delish)
2 tablespoons of lemon
juice
2 tablespoons of Sesame Tahini
1 tablespoon of olive oil
(or flax oil)
2 tablespoons of water
Place the garlic and ginger in a mini
food processor or blender. Process for several seconds until chunks are gone. Often blenders do a better job of this once the liquid is added, so don't worry. Add all remaining
ingredients and process until you have a sauce. You might need more
water - depending on how thick or thin you like your sauce.
Once rice and sauce or done, steam broccoli, optional beets, and kale for 3-4
minutes, but make sure they are still bright and very crisp. Divide
veggies among four dishes and top liberally with sauce. Enjoy and be healthy!!